D'espairsRay - Coll;Set translations

[~Rosa Mystica~]

1- Infection

My soul is frozen and it's tied...
My ears find no voice of you...
My legs torn in sadness...
I'm standing in the darkness... I can never go on...

rain in the way... the light is far away...

How many times did I shout your name in the storm?
My voice's drying out...
I live because of you, so I believe...
"close your eyes"
Therefore, this pain never heals...

My eyes flowing with sorrow has twisted my world...
Everlasting memories have lost its taste
and became my enemy and hate.

rain in the way... the light is far away...

How many times did I shout your name in the storm?
My voice's drying out...
I live because of you, so I believe...
"close your eyes"
I know... I can never reach for you...
I live because of you, so I believe...
"close your eyes"
I don't regret dying for you...

2- Dears

Another side of the GAME... playing in the current until I lose my way
Another side of the FACE... crying in the depth of my illusions

Alone...

Refusing to shut it all up, for now I'm certain my fire-filled eyes are opening...

The darkness is torn apart and you become wind
Can you hear it? The voice of time soars past us
While lost, I still ceaselessly pierce through
The closed off "key" opens a gap to far reaches

Only despair floats in the sky, where even creation covers its eyes without having seen the light...

In darkness...

Though insecurity stands in my way, my means of running away disappears...

To the ideal of a faraway other side that I can see, with a speed wishing to see the polished you
Even if tomorrow will be a cold world, I go to brandish here that "something" which I can't lose...

When my eyes are obstructed, this place will be dyed in darkness
As time flows on, I lose sight of myself
Why did you kill my freedom?
Come now, I would have gone anywhere...
So, there are no answers for me...

Now... the darkness is torn apart and you become wind
Can you hear it? The voice of time soars past us
While lost, I still ceaselessly pierce through the closed off "key" opens to truth...
Flowing like the wind
Only the miracle you traced out is released... beyond the "road"
Look for it...


3- In Vain

Love and hate myself. There're perfect senses
love and hate myself. An overflowing avarice

Although it is not perfect... I smile, all dried up
I envy your perfection... Just let me be... no dirty tricks

xxxx xxx... xxx xxx...
Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore... I say...

in numbness...
scattering the rose seeds      the pleasure of an ego that rises to the moon
hey, in your cradle       rocking      a pretty prostitute

love and hate myself. There're anger senses
love and hate myself. An overflowing idea

Although it is not perfect... I smile, all dried up
I envy your honesty. Don't look at my face

Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore... so...

night...
you and I melt together     a deed of perfection that glides over the moon
hey, in the cradle of your mouth       soaked      my only prostitute

I will dominate your fucker ass with sex.
Sex might be the only thing that
I can dominate with.
what the fuck, fuck it, just fuck 'em all !!
just don't fuck with me. mother fuckers die1

in numbness...
scattering the rose seeds      the pleasure of an ego that rises to the moon
hey, in your cradle      rocking      a pretty prostitute

night...
Foreteller of the moon, lead me by your guidance.
if not sleep in silence.

4- Grudge

wriggling on the bottom as if burning, dusky blood flows prettily down
before my resentment...    splits with a rip, until I've plundered everything
I hate you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the depth
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends.
in a distorted voice I say to you... "and die, fucker die!!"

it aches out, I gouge out its tenacity like mud...
A dirty grudge... unfading, deepening...
until the nakedness of my malice, this blood, all dies away
I suffer... cause of you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the depth
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
you can cry and shout in the midst of terror... in a distorted voice I say to you...
"and die, fucker die!!"

x xxx xxx... xxxx xxx...
Breakdown... All of you... Breakdown... disgusted...
Breakdown... sensation... Breakdown... The whole world!!...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the depth...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
you can cry and shout in the midst of terror... in a distorted voice I say to you...
"and die, fucker die!!"

5- Tsuki no kioku –fallen

I embrace my ambitious dream the whole time while sleeping cautiously...
...awaken to somebody's words, in fate's mischief

Don't stop me. Because it goes to be drowned...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins... -that I'll commit-

playing my instrument, I call out to you       like the dark sky that is everywhere
entwined fingers play around        the melody that has been torn to pieces melted while it wavered again

"tell me words of depravity, deep into my body"

Don't stop me. Because it goes to drowned...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins

ephemeral withering thoughts     having your eyes opened thus, what kind of dreams do you dream?
being violated by the spiral         only the lie that clings to you still fills you up

though plugged up by loneliness       I steal out, until I become free again
wherever I am, I pursue that wish    drowning         even if it doesn't come true, I still search

"tell me words of depravity, to... you all......."

6- Hai To Ame (Ashed and Rain)

Birds that have lost all their color dance in the obsolete rubble and grey sky
like when one remembers vertigo, the dazzling light that has disappeared drove everything mad...

You, whose voice has dried up, wander begging...      with eyes that seem to be breaking along with your slender arms
Held down with force, robbed even of your wishes      hands, held up in the sky, touched the vast land fleetingly...

The blooming flowers in the sky scatter towards the end of sorrow, as rains of compassion fell
Now, a singing voice echoes from you who are inaudible... an unreachable wish...

The lust of endless humanity eats away deeply at the sun...     this world is now...

Helpless, I stood stock still thus...      who should I tell about this pain?
I was crying out from my heart...      bound by darkness       in the midst of my faint memories... only a smiling you is left

The flowers dancing in the wind forever color you...      your radiance now lights up
At the end of this road...      if there's a tiny hope, let us continue to sing...

Reaching...     sacrifices pile up under these hands, as the grief of tears now heap up under a greedless sky.

7- Abel To Caine

Everyone's a clone... accept the brand of disgrace
the stake of possibility was struck in Fall into the depth...

from the beginning, we were real failures
wanting to see how we could distort even creation Reverse to the world

embracing to our bosom only bottomless lust
expelled onto the earth by even God!! Fucker right now...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... rebel Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... the bells of revolution wings of lucidity
Valiant... blasphemous Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... paradise seen in the eyes of oblivion...
the white wings that swooped down onto the earth have been trampled on and dirtied

there's "drag" from melting into the sky and flying
there's glory the invalid's carnival Reverse to the world

sucking Abel's blood, the weight of wings grow heavier
wickedness sewed on so it's as if I can't fly Follow me...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... rebel Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... the bells of revolution wings of lucidity
Valiant... blasphemous Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... paradise seen in the eyes of oblivion...
the white wings that swooped down onto the earth have been trampled on and dirtied
in a place light cannot reach... worship the wounds, the door for accomplices... go ahead...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... rebel Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... the bells of revolution wings of lucidity
Valiant... blasphemous Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... on black wings until it ceases in death

8- Tainted World

Controlling everything, the ridiculing hypocrites
Brandish their drowning lust

Feigning tears of deception, their sins are piling up
"Is not it a mistake?"

Everyone devoted to greed, blood dirtied, that's destiny... are you hunting for this world?

Living without cease, stealing even hope away
The reality of a blindfold deceives

Beautiful things are not needed; even compassion is only the voice of appearances     memory of irritation

Lies...
Break down, tie together, pile up, held overhead
Right...
Indecision made silent
"I change the world."

Show how everything can now be changed by light, hoist into the sky the tomorrow in which I trust
a vortex of guiding thorns, impregnable, I'm sure that the answers are spread out in that place

"Without seeing into the midst of the briers, I grabbed as much of the truth there in my hand"

Even though it's a mere hope, it should have changed the truth, carved into the world and this blood

Lies...
Grasp on, break down, don't care, sink in
Right...
Delusion made silent
"I save you now."

The curtain lifted now on a new world, leaving behind all indecision
Wings spread under my hand, cross the wall, I'm sure the answers will echo there

The time is over now...
I draw a new scene...

9- "Forbidden"

Days, All pain
Where are you buried? Crossing over the threshold
Still I continue on without fear...God's lost son

Days, All pain
Beg for peace... in a deadened place
I can't return again

The alternative to overflowing pain: devote yourself
I skillfully lead, I inform you
Follow to the DeathGod

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching and bemoaning (1)
Shall this emptiness be erased?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching and bemoaning
"Ah... rusting, melting downward"

Days, All pain
Even though you hold it in, it won't make you happy
But if you were to be satisfied...

The alternative to the swallowing darkness: devote yourself...
Voices spattered with red and black mix together
Follow to the DeathGod

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching and bemoaning
Shall sorrow be ordered out of sight?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching and bemoaning
"Come now, it's the end, destroy everything"

na... na na na... na na... axxx xx lixe an dexxh

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching and bemoaning
Shall this emptiness be erased?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching and bemoaning
"Ah... rusting... it's ending"

Supposing that the world ends tomorrow
Today,
I sow the seeds of the apple
For my priority is Adam...



(1) I know Karyu wrote "be moaning", but I'm almost certain what he meant was "bemoaning" (single verb)
That seems to make more sense anyway, and when Hizumi sings it, he stresses the "bemoan" not "moaning".

10- [The world In Cage]

"are you free...?"
"I'm certain that I'm not free"

"in a small screen reflected in the depths of this eye, I see only myself..."

"I am in a bright warm place"
"I am not sure if I notice or not that the place I am in is a world inside a cage"

"I am in a dark cold place"
"I am not sure that I'm in that place of my own free will"

"I am still a pupa, still without wings"

"I admire you all, with your soaring figures"

"I am still a pupa, still without wings"

"I admire you all, with your wings stolen from you"

"I cannot become the ideal you wish for"
"because of that, I'm here"

"I cannot become the ideal I wish for"
"because of that, the same things keep repeating to me"

"in a small screen reflected in the depths of this eye, I see only myself..."

"are you free...?"
"I might be free"

11- Marry of the Blood ~mix~

I am beautiful creature
The moonlight shines on my graceful silhouette
My senses and my pleasures stain my blood and these bloody eyes
[un]beautiful creature
My trickling emotions overflow... be almost drowned
As I'm all corrupted, I desire your chaste blood

This immortality brings about only loneliness
And while I'm battered with suffering, I suppose I continue existing

Neo rebirth... I impatiently wait for the time of our reunion
This time government... I search for the blood of my beloved one

[un]beautiful creature
"The dance of the supreme heart with the heart"
The thick blood contaminates the blood, a captivating baptism

I conceal in the darkness my pulsating aroused shadow
Incontinent in my sexual passion, my instincts beg you

Neo rebirth... My poison fang into my most beloved you
This time government... You're my fellow traveler to that forbidden territory

Neo rebirth... My poison fang into my reunited you
This time government... drown in the unknown and the pleasures
Brand new gate... Give you Valentine's name and Queen...
Bloodymarry done... in this instant I toast this affair...

12- BORN ~mix~

why... Life... the unpleasant voice and desire are also connected to the restricting disability
why... Die... if those sensations that are swallowed up by darkness are abandoned, it's satisfying

The meaninglessness of living, and that forgotten day of disgrace
I want to erase them all... along with weakness...    "resound"

I want to broke mind... I was born again.     A sacrifice that fell to festering
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

why... Life... I bite at my deteriorating lips, the irritation splits the skin
why... Die... no way to stop the throbbing pulsations, oozing loathsome feelings

Without having stepped into the deep purgatory, my shoulders are shaking
The ennui of living is pronouncedly coloured     "resound"

I want to broke mind... I was born again.    Weakness turned to ash
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again.    Voices loudly resound
All you have to do it just follow me
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

"There's no meaning of living and such" so you hum    somewhere you still search, you've been captured...
Impossible to shoot light into the closed abyss    You are another gazing at die...

I want to broke mind... I was born again.    I am afraid of nothing
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again.    My love overflowing to you
All you have to do it just follow me
Last words for you... worry same the scars...

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[Yukosuke]

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